Positive thinking has been helping me a lot. I can see that am able to control my anger. But strangely Naz has my disease now. She has been shouting and complaining non stop. I USE TO like going to office even when I am overloaded with work but now the hardworking people are going off and more lazy 'neniks' are increasing. I do not know what is my boss doing? He is getting in all the old people who does nothing but to complain. There are 2 more coming in .. one lady got transferred in and she does nothing but to complain non stop which was very irritating and God knows what is 3rd one going to do when she comes in tomorrow. I miss my Noriz so much. I am so lonely now. I just do not have the heart even to talk to Naz because she has too many things in her mind and she has lots of friends whom she mingle with. I do not want to talk to these lazy people who does nothing but complain. For God sake ... do some work then sit and complain !!!
My contract has been renewed and this is going to be last one and next year, the doors will be open for me if I do not get a permanent place. I doubt I will have one .. I guess, I seriously have to start going to school soon. $ is the biggest concern for me and I am trying very best to find a part time job and its not easy. Am trying and I know there will be something coming my way. I know that I will take my degree one day. I definitely WILL.
I have been down with headaches since last week. After falling sick in just 2 weeks of recovery. I have been eating pandol everyday and it does not seem to help. I can sense that something is really wrong with me. I do not know why? I must resume back my exercise. Everything is just within my reach and I just cant move my butt else where because of my work. Nowadays I tell myself , I should not bother too much and that's why I stopped going to work every Saturday. I try not to even stay back after office hours. Why should I ?
Oh well... one of the wonderful thing which happen to me last week is I went to the Katong Vicky Temple. It was totally an unplanned trip and I am still wondering why I went there just like that. I told my friend about it and she was shock.... "Saras, do not do such a thing next time and I really have nothing to say"...this is what she told me when I told her how did it happen. It was a strange morning but I prayed with heart content for everyone. Speaking my friends, I finally got to chat with Nesh for 5mins. Heard that he has fallen very ill lately. Dear Nesh, wish you a speedy recovery. Take good care of yourself and rest well da. You will be always in my prayers.
Its already 6pm... have to find something to do for the next few hours.. mmmmm... what shall I do??? I AM BORED
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