Tragic everywhere...

I have lost interest in everything... even in blogging and practising my music which I do mostly. I just sit there sadly looking at the wall.... thinking when???... where is my happiness??? .. where is my life???... and WHY AM NOT DOING ANYTHING TO DO GET IT RITE??? maybe I am really tired of fighting. But strangely, there have been sad things happening everywhere for the past one week.....

When I click on the net, read too people many dieing..in my division itself.. heard too many tragic stories. why?? there is one of the staff who went for holiday with family but in the end. the mother in law got a heart attack and the sister in law fainted and died in the aiport on the way back home.. dear me.. then came Noriz.. her mother got hospitalised... she is so scared and worried. My Naz's son is also sick. Too many things...

Now blogging with swellen face.my surgery went well... I couldnt sleep the nite ..thank god.. my cuz was nite shift yest.. He kept me company by messaging me and sending me songs to listen.. N there was 'Sivaji' on tv. I slept @ 3 and woke up 7.. Hope I lose my some weight.. hahaha

The only good news I can share was my performance grade. Very surprisingly, I got a B this year and good $. Thanks to my boss who put up good words for me.

Thats all folks.. THE END..... more tragic of mine will be updated some other time... see ya.