Food loves ME

Last night, I almost had a big quarrel with my mother but then I calmed down. I wanted to break down but my love "FOOD" came to my rescue. My mother bought some food from Little India @ 4 so my brother and I shared the food and ate and after which my mother did asked me what I want for my dinner. I told her I had enough and am not eating anymore but around 10pm, I felt little hungry and just thought of eating Maggie mee since its been ages.

I was telling my father.. its been ages since we last ate Maggie. From no way, my mother shouted out. "STOP EATING... U ARE ALREADY LOOKING SO FAT!!". That was it.. I walked up to her to shout at her then I told myself. I know how would the ending be so I stopped. My father asked me to eat biscuit. I looked at them both, went to the kitchen.... slammed the door and started to look for Maggie mee, found one. I boiled the water... cooked it.. brought it out to the living room and purposely put in front of my mother and ate very slowly. I FELT SO HAPPY. Call me EVIL but I was very happy. To make her more angry. I switched on the lights and fan and made lots of noise while sipping the soup. hahahaha...

Every time she keep saying that am FAT...I look like a BUFFALO. She even tell my neighbours that I have put on so much of weight. Look!! I too want to be sexy and slim but this is how my body structure is. I am short so I look plump. What can I do ?? Its only on weekends I eat proper meals. When I go to work, I only take one meal a day. If there a man who loves me for how I look.. then he is NOT a true man at all.

FUCK OFF TO ALL MeN who ask how much I earn and why am I so short.. or what have I studied.

To my MOTHER. I will show u what is FAT... since u want to me look FAT.. hahahaha..

To GOD : I have been humming your name in my heart for so long.. u have gave nothing but pain.. why?? now u also want me stop eating?? why?? No one loves me ... why not food at least ??I am physically, mentally & emotionally drained . dont stop me for eating...

Ok Peeps... Going for my ice cream now.. catch u later..